But it's still really hard.
I keep reliving the vet's office. I dunno if I'm crazy for feeling really guilty because I didn't just let nature take its course. But I couldn't watch him dwindle away slowly. And yet I don't know if this was worse. I keep replaying when his head drooped down as the injection took effect. I keep noticing that he's not in his cage. I keep reminding myself to give him his medicine and then remembering that that doesn't apply anymore.
It feels like someone ripped a hole in my abdomen.
I know he was just a ferret and maybe I am crazy for being this devastated. But I've lost so much this year.
I knew it was inevitable. But it still sucks.
I miss him terribly.
PS dA is being screwy and won't let me change my mood. Needless to say, it's quite far from joy.










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Ideas are bulletproof.
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Words can be like X-rays, if you use them properlytheyll go through anything. You read and youre pierced. ~Brave New World (Aldous Huxley)
Because smirking is way sexier than saving the world .:.Fire&Ice.:.
Opa!
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Ideas are bulletproof.
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Words can be like X-rays, if you use them properlytheyll go through anything. You read and youre pierced. ~Brave New World (Aldous Huxley)
Because smirking is way sexier than saving the world .:.Fire&Ice.:.
Opa!
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If death is only the beginning, then what is life? A prelude?
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Words can be like X-rays, if you use them properlytheyll go through anything. You read and youre pierced. ~Brave New World (Aldous Huxley)
Because smirking is way sexier than saving the world .:.Fire&Ice.:.
Opa!
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Words can be like X-rays, if you use them properlytheyll go through anything. You read and youre pierced. ~Brave New World (Aldous Huxley)
Because smirking is way sexier than saving the world .:.Fire&Ice.:.
Opa!
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